Never.

I never hoped for it this way

as I stayed wishing by the bay

I hoped for a romance

not a fear of glance

I never hoped for it this way

I did not want it with him

I wanted one less dim

One that could show me the light

to make me loose all fright

I never hoped for it this way

I did not want so much fear

I wanted someone I wanted to hear

One voice that brought jumps of joy

Not a voice that brought to much noise

I never hoped for it this way

I wanted someone that made me lost

Love that was lost with no cost

not lost in fear of breaking down

Not someone that only brought a frown

I never hoped for it this way

But what can I do to not break him

I can't tell him the truth too dim

that he will never be the one I want

that he's not the one that I dreamt

I never hoped for it this way

as I stayed wishing by the bay