Why?

Am I so tired, busy and stressed.

Right now I am on the calm side.

Due to art projects and movies.

Yet today was on the odd side, when are they not.

It all starts off at 6am, I wake up magically on time ...but I choose to sleep in.

Wake again at 6:40, get dressed and the normal lady stuff.

I make a lunch with no sandwich, due to the lack of bread.

Try to eat something to get me hyper and full.

Wake my dad a bit on the late side.

When in the car I realize I forgot my phone on the kitchen table.

I go the rest of the day without my phone.

I run to the Library, that is EMPTY, to print my homework.

While I wait for it to print, I swoon over the math teacher I wish I had.

After the printing is all complete I go to meet up with my band friends that just got out of 0 period.

Soon later the bell rings.

I head off to English class and watch many presentations; while hiding the anticipation for my own.

When we get up there, we skip around lines but we all work it out.

I thought we did bad, supposedly we did good.

Then to my next classes, all normal and good.

Then in math I get a pass.

A pass to go to the Library from my counselor.

I thought it was something important, you see, something worth going to.

So I go to it.

It was none of that at all.

It was a intro to the Hermanas Program, something I could not do.

Something that made me feel way too Mexican and White Washed.

I stayed to waste time.

Then got to 4th period with ...10 minutes left.

Lunch was fine, so was the rest of my classes.

Then after school, when I expected to go to Journalism... I got lost.

They were not in Poore's then I went to the room where they were supposed to be at.. and saw detention.. so I assumed.

Along with the fact that I was already a bit freaked out, no phone, all alone and lost.

I wimped out, freaked out and just went home.

I was a bit on the sad side because of that.

I was really looking forward for it.

Really.

But I talked to some of the people and they said it was fine.

Gladly.

So now to random things, since I have not written in forever.

So, boys, I almost said bots.

Makes sense.

Well freshmen.... are so small.

I feel odd to even find them a bit attractive.

I like a "peedo", that is how british people say it. ><

Stupid young people.

Yet I would date a guy that was 4 years older than me.

I find it a bit hypocritical.

It's different, is it not?

Since woman mature quicker than man.

Right!?!?

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My morals are confusing me.

AH!

ECK

BECK

TECK

SMCK

WHAT THE HECK!

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I am too complicated, even for myself.