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She is the one the let me down

the one that made me cry

the that betrayed my trust

and yet I feel guilty 

I feel like I am the bad friend

I could not go today, I  just could not

I could not be there to remember

remember the bad she did to me

and yet I feel guilty

Maybe because I lied

because she is still my friend

cause I might hurt someone along the way

maybe I am too kind, too honest and loyal

I know I did not deserve what she did to me

I would have never done that to her

though in the end I did

I just feel awful

Even though today was great

I got of the house

I had some freedom and trust

but I go on with this feeling

i hate it.