The little girl was not good with boys
She hit them
Hated them
Ran away from them
The big girl was not good with boys
She was awkward
She was shy
She worried too much about them
But there was a boy just like her
He was awkward
He was shy
He worried too much about girls
But when they met
Everything was set
Nothing making me happy like you do
Though at the same time you make me nervous
You bring on the emotions that have been hidden for years
You bring on the emotions that have never seen the sun
You bring on the emotions that I’ve always been afraid of
But I don’t care
I don’t care
I like them
I need them
They make me a better person
They make me forget the negative
They make me hopeful
Yet at the same time they make me scared
Yet at the same time they make me worried
Yet at the same time they make me think about everything you said
Over and over again
But I don’t care
I don’t care
The trees,
They move differently
The sky,
Is a different shade of blue
Jewerey,
It shines differently
Music,
It’s all about you
What if you only want me because she did not want you
What if you don’t like me the way I like you
What if all the things I thought you said were not what you said
What if all those inuendos weren’t
What if I am going crazy while you stay sane
What if you are already crazy me for me
What if you don’t lust me
What if you don’t want me to around
What if everything’s a lie
What if I am taking this all the wrong way
What if I am over reacting
What if I am going to fast
What if I have liked you since that first time
What if I used to notice you in a crowd
What if I think I could love you
What if I already love you
No no no
What if I am scared?
Thoughts taking over my head
Everything you did
You think you spoke
All of it
Stuck
On Repeat
I don’t know what to do
I am scared
I want to tell you
I want tou to know
I want you
But how am I to get you
How am I to say it?
I want you
I need you
Inside me
Around me
Maybe not inside me yet
That kind of scares me
Yet at the same time,
I want it
You
