November 30, 2010

Note about Latte.

The Syntax is different in the original.

Latte

When I see you
My eyes recover hope
Fleeing
Frightful
Hope
Try to tell you
Nothing comes out
What could I say?
I
Lust
You?
Oh, no
Not me
Not the lonely coffee drinker
Cursed to only say:
Venti
Soy
Latte
Please?

November 21, 2010

I have been hesitant to post my recent stories.

Only because I have had no time to edit them at all.
So they are beyond the shitty first drafts I usually post here.
Time has been a mystery lately.
My heart in shatters leaves my mind in a grave.
As soon as I start working somewhat normally [I can't say again] I will edit.



I don't think I like anti-depressants.

November 15, 2010

What Is The Purpose?

What is the purpose

Of reading my stories aloud?

I wrote them to be read,

Privately.

I wrote them for me,

Sincerely.

To hide the truths

That haunt me.

But with a poem I can see,

A purpose to be spoken.

For the beat, the rhythm,

Emotions.

But for my stories,

I see none.

Though you should see them.

See and read.

Fully understand

What could not be understood

If I were to speak them,

The trance would be broken.

All the magic would disappear,

And all that would be left

Would be the reality.

My misery.