May 11, 2013

A Melted Smirk...continued


3.
I turned back around. Refreshed, in a sense, I was no longer worried. The sky was more purple than usual. Clouds less yellow than yesterday. My hearts were pumping, slowly, but surely. I felt each pump, each bump, thump. My hearts were telling me something.
That just because there were twenty hundred versions of me spread out across the stars, doesn’t mean I am not an individual.
Just because I was based off a person (one person) that has been dead for centuries now, doesn’t mean I don’t have my own thoughts. Right?!
My name is different: E.P.4. Sylvia
That means something, doesn’t it?
The houses on this dead street were like me. Different.
 3.0

See one day in history, that no one ever told me about, but somehow I remember, there was once a writer. Famous and now dead. Long dead. They decided to create things. People. Off those so influential, they the word be a better place. Yet somehow missed something. They missed these bubblegum creatures. Small in stature. They looked like cartoons, I don’t know what a cartoon is, there is just something so animated about them. They were giggling and smiling. Things I rarely see in town. In my town grey and dull, in my town lost and sad. There was something missing and in the midst of it all there was remnants of what we lost.
In the corner of their bubblegumed house there was a tv.
-TERRORISM
+Terror
-EVERYWHERE
+These people who have mistakes in their genes are taking our
-FREEDOM
+Falling into myths of the past
-MUST BE STOPPED
+They are creating things and
-CAUSING TERROR
+They are soliciting in activities like love and procreation
-TAKING OUR DREAMS
+ Remembering what life was like before our freedom
-TAKING OUR FREEDOM
+These people must be stopped before their curiosity
-GIVES US DOOM
All I could hear was fear. The TV main purpose in everything was to keep inflicting fear in the hearts of my people. The little bubblegums laughed and sand. Nothing could bother their intense joy. Not even the stranger that was watching, judging and I.
They were worriless.
I was jealous.
The TV usually kept off in my box.
Fear inside me, because I feared I was the one they were talking about. The one causing terror.
But those bubblegums,
            They did not care.
But they,
            They were not bothered.
But I,
            Wanted what that.
But I,
            Was nothing. Nothing compared to them.